i feel so different this days and i dont have any idea of what is happening or simply, what is wrong. my universe turns so fast and its cold. i feel so blue. but deep inside. i miss you. honestly. you're the one who first greets me a goodmorning, which cheers me up and makes me start the day with a good mood, and you're the one whom I've always slept behind. and i am really sorry for that, then when i wake up and saw your message saying "tinulugan mo nanaman ako." a little smile pops out within me. i really miss this simple things. my inbox is loaded up with your messages, with this touching reminders that you love me. i kept that and not erased it, for me to read every time i go to bed and to sleep. it comforts me alot. but what is happening? everything just turned so cold instantly. where is the fire we started just this season. i really feel that everything is lost and i dont really know the reason. i feel jealous to those people you've been responding with and to those people whos with you together in a picture. i envy them. i feel down, really down. i want to talk to you seriously. i hope that there's a little space left for me. where are you? yes. you are in my mind. but right now, where i am in you?